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Sunday, June 13, 2010

It's raining outside..

Shirt colour: Shirtless
mood: Sentimental
song: Begin Again- Colbie Caillat
on my right: Phone
on my left: Ipod nano..oppss~~


and mood jiwang pun melanda batinku..ahh,'batin'..benci syiall sebut pkataan tu..cam tok batin,lemah tenaga batin..y batin??bila sebut ulang2 kali rasa cam nk penyepak jer apa jugak benda yang berasaskan kayu..*sbb kayu xsakit sgt utk disepak..*

Ahh..mmg dh lama aku xupdate blog ni,tp ada aku kisah??n yg paling penting ada org kesahh ke?? aku tau ada..tp malu2 kucing nk ngaku kannn?alaaa,rilek la..semenjak dua menjak ni mmg mood aku down skitla nk memblog ni, sbb aku cam loya2 jer klau bukak blog,*ni penyakit trbaru yg dikaji selidik oleh saintis uganda- blogsyndromephobiacsismacambengongjenama* so sbb tu aku lupakan seketika minat memblog ni..Plus aku lak skrg mmg buzy *3unit je kot,bz apenye??* buzy tdo,movie,layan karenah pak guard,makcik cafe yg buat aku bengang n kampus yg mcm %&%*!! ini..hari ni pun aku tiba2 rasa nk tulis jgk la something *something?? dah lebih 150 patah pkataan dh pon..xde mknenye*

Ala, kasi can kt korg gak nk lepaskan rindu kt aku..ye2,aku ada ni hah..*sambil goyang2 pale dgr lagu kakak hot Colbie Caillat- Begin Again* hurmm..sepanjang aku hidup slame 20tahun ni kan..*tolak 5taun sbb aku xtau apa2 masa umur 1-5*..pd taun ni la aku rasa hidup aku complicated giler..people yg aku kenal come and go..btul gak apa org kata kan..easy come n easy go, tapiii aku dh xnak pk dah yg lepas2..ko nak pergi,pegi la wehh..sikit pun aku xcuak, tapi kalau ko datang balik kt aku, mmg kaki aku bersaiz 7.88 *xtau unit ape..inci ea?* ni akan aku muatkan elok2 kt dalam mulut..eh xnak..xbest..dalam lubang ju***! kau..biar kau rasa betapa sakitnya hati aku masa kau blah cam2 jer,buat aku ni cam plastik beg*nasib baik plastik..non-biodegradable,at least aku xdelah lupus cmtu jer kn..* aku percaya karma,walaupun aku xpernah jumpa si karma ni..tp aku prcaya, it's all coming back to you..ko tunggu jela yoo..

Dunia2..apa yg jadik kat dunia akhir zaman ni mmg terrible i tell you ..war,selfishness,dumbass,covetous,chesty, harambabicelaka..smua ada kt manusia akhir zaman skrg..yang xpuas hati sgt ngan org islam pehalnya?ada ktorg kacau korg *si yahudi laknat dan sekutunya* punya anak bini?ada ktorg bom korg punya rumah ibadat?ada ktorg rebut korg punya bisnes?ada ktorg kutuk2 agama mak bapak korg?ada ktorg perlekehkan ahli2 agama korg?ada ktorg kacau kambing2 korg yg nak meragut rumput? adeee?adeee???adeeee ke?? kalau ada,tunjuk aku bukti yang agama islam ni yg mulakan dlu..dulu sluruh dunia anggap islam ni agama yg extrimis dan ganas..tp skrg,manusia dh boleh bukak mata,siapa yg tindas siapa..n siapa yg membangsat siapa..kau tunggu jela herdikan seluruh umat manusia dgn tindakan lembu2 ni smua..yer lembu yg bunyi mooo..moo.. tu..*masih baik lg, aku xsamakan ngan oink..oink..*


Ahh..skrg minggu exam, aku ada 2 paper..17hb n 24 hb..dah tu je nk bgtau,aku xnak citer banyak psl exam ni, dh kalau aku tension2 pun,nothing change kan..lagi aku sembelit ada laa,so just buat apa yg patut* yg blogging ni pun aku rasa patut sbb aku dh bosan tgk lect notes ni* pada member2 Curtin University yg ngah brhempas pulas stdy tu..jgn tension2 sgt yer..aku tau sume xsabar nak habiskan paper ni, n sume tgh stdy mode, tp jgnlah smpi korg nangis2 masa stdy sudah..aku tau korg suma pandai2 mcm aku..hua3..I cant wait tuk balik kl 25 jun ni..nak dating ngan si dia, si dia,,dan si dia..woww..banyaklah sgt si dia tu kan..tp xde sorg pun yg boleh lawan rindu aku pada mama..mama ngah seronok ngan bisnes nasi lemak dia tu..dh siap cakap balik ni mama masak nasi lemak special utk mamat yer..mom,anything that u cook r special to me ok..uncomparable with anything in this world..rindu nk tdo peluk mama,cium pipi mama,dgr cerita mama masa muda2 dlu..itulaa.inilaa..i miss those moment mama..muahhh!!

Ok..hujan dah berhenti..!!

p/s: I miss u really!!


Sunday, April 25, 2010

Loving Companions

Shirt colour: Black
mood: Delightful
song: Imma be-single (b.e.p)
on my right: hard disk syafiq
on my left: my chair



Oh God..please help me to find one~~



Saturday, April 3, 2010

Ekspedisi Tuan Rumah

Shirt colour: Blue
mood: tired..sleepy..
song: quiet mode~~
on my right: my wallet
on my left: air cond controller

Wow!!...today is the most tiring day i could say sbb since 7.30am until this moment 00.42 am,i'm having such a busy day..*plus posting this entry* well, since aku takde menda lain nak post except a few silly draft having in my list,*really..it's silly* so, here are just some random pics and story about what i'd done for today..


7.30am..

This is not the usual time i wakeup from sleep ok..impossible..but only for today!

Gerak pergi ke Lambir..
yg join aku,kash,miqdad,fahmi,daus,tajul,mamat,hafiz,nodon,amin,prem,nizwan, n ringgo..yeah..ckup 13orang..

Sampai2 je terus tracking masuk hutan..menuju ke destinasi yg xberapa nak jauh..the best thing was...i'm wearing jeans for tracking..hell yeah!! thanks to Prem coz willing to help me
to bring my beg..it's not that heavy,it's just not comfortable for me coz my jeans had failed me..


9.30am..

approximate time we reached Lambir..so after dah smpi,terus tracking smpi la jmpe kwsan air terjun no 1..apetah nama dia aku pun dah lupe..so,apalg..bikin onar la kat situ..



1.00pm..

Gerak balik..before we arrived home, we stop for lunch at Banana Leaf..damn hungry...!!
U know what..the food here is awesome and cheap!! u guys might want to try to eat here n believe me,no regret..

3.00pm..

Finally, smpi jgk ke rumah..dan..bumm..zzzz

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7.00pm

Bersiap pulak utk dinner at Park City Hotel..with Adli,Zul and Prem..we get free a free dinner buffet set for winning the 1st prize on Curtin Race like 2 weeks before..woohoo~~








Well,that's all for today..to sum up..it's damn tiring day..but i'm having a lots lots lots of fun..thanks guys for inviting me to join this trip..lain kali kita pergi mandi manda lg ea..!!


p/s : Just left 1 more week before the class started..well,kena pulun hbis2san mcmni..!!

Monday, March 29, 2010

Read this junk, i'll treat u a cup of coffee..

Shirt colour: orange
mood: sleepy but happy~~
song: nope..movie mode
on my right: my headphone
on my left: a fat mosquito


If you guys follow this blog from the beginning *huh..like there is one* where that time i'm using the lamest layout ever *i'm starting feel cool rite now*..u will notice I write down my purposes of opening this blog is to find two of my very old bestfriends during my childhood
days..Yup, I really meant it guys.I really want to find them : Ahmad Sahil b Ahmad Adri and Che Mohd Zafri..

I didn't plan to post this entry until I found this picture while surfing the internet:

Yes..we call this friendship..

This guy, Che Mohd Zafri is my 1st friend i ever had.The 1st day i step up to school.I forgot who spoke to whom 1st, but really he is the coolest person i ever met..to be honest, i'm very naughty boy on the planet far years back *boy,look who i turn into now guys!!* ..i like to chase the girl from behind and purposely grab their tudung and pull it until it lose from their head..hahaha~~ their fault also for not keep it proper on their head.So..the girl?of course they mad at me..but one thing for sure, Zafri is the one who will apologize to them behalf of mine.The next thing i know, the girl still can smile at me after what i've done to her..hehe..He just like my brother in school eventhough we're in the same age, the way he handle things, comforting me when i was sad, be my supporter everytime i join the school competition..everything was just too easy for him..he also smart in class u know..he won't let me behind and will try to keep me together with his pace. There once both of us arguing about something..i forgot the details but one thing i remember, i kick him on his leg and left him crying in pain! arghh..now i feel the pain..coz i miss u pal..! the next day i know, he not come to class..not because he's sick..but because he's moving to another place!! his father work with the army, so he being posted to somewhere else and Zafri didn't tell me about that! maybe he was trying at someplace to inform me about his moving and stuffs, but i'm the one who just take things for granted.God gives me an amazing friend and i ruined it!!..God had punished me..I've not seen him for almost 12years..myb this is not long enough for some of you who's missing someone for 20years or more..i don't give a damn about that..at least ur 'departure' moment ended with hugging and spirit words..but i've being left with my bestfriend with guilty, mistakes and the hardest part is love!..a friend's love..it's ironic,but that's how the feeling merge itself. Somehow i mad at him for not letting me clearly know that he will be moving, but above all that, i blamed myself the most for not appreciate him when he was around. For God's sake, if i still have a chance to meet him again, there won't be anyone in this world would be happier as i am..I still believe that day will come..it's only 2years of our friendship but i just felt i know him for my whole life.

Wait laa..!!

There's another 1 person i want to introduce here..he's my bestfriend during my primary school 2years later after i lost contact with Zafri.His name is Ahmad Sahil b Ahmad Adri..actually there r 3 of us merge in 1 group..haha,funny how it's sound,isn't it? We called ourself the 3D's dude..during that time, there was a very famous drama in tv about 3 bestfriend guys(DAN, DIN & DUN)..and we used their name to be our group name! ..So,there was it..Sahil= Dan, Me= Din and Paan= Dun..don't have to ask how closed we r bcoz u c how we even dare to change our name to fit ourself as one group.No one willing to do that with no reason unless ur nick name is TONG SAM PAH so u might wanna change ur name then.Me and paan didn't apart too far after each of us ended our primary school since we just live nearby and i still can meet him whenever i feel i want to lepak with him.Only that Sahil is the one who lost in track..use GPS oso cannot find him i tell u.To others, he is a shy,innocent,kind or anything synonym with 'budak baik' laa..yes he is..It's a miracle to c him talking with girls especially, and he's the one who become the imam for prayers and has the most beautiful voice when he recite the azan..*i'm not sure about now..hehe*..to sum up, he really a good guy, any girl out there who find urself really hard to find a religious mate, i suggest u to ask for his number from me now! hahaha~~ i still remember his lame jokes sometimes and a good friend will always laughed when your friend r trying to make a joke eventhough u know it's crap and lame and more yukss than funny..so,i play a role! *wink* 3 of us are the prefect in school and we always can go out for break earlier than other students so anytime, anywhere DAN DIN DUN will stick together *except if 1 of us want to pee, we let he settled by himself*. So, 10 years i lost track on him, and finally God answering my prayer.. a beautiful sunday on 28march 2010 suddenly a guy with name AHMAD SAHIL was appear in my message box.I knew it was him earlier before i click to open the message..yes! i'm not wrong..who else in this world with that weird name who i ever know except him..tears suddenly begin to drop out from my eyes but i manage to control it..but the fact that i'm truly happy at that time r positive! i don't expect to hear from him bcoz what i'm expected is he's the one who get to hear from me..! So girls, that's why i mention u cn ask his number from me bcoz i've found him now! hahaha~~


Well, this bunch of story might seems meaningless for those of you who think that u don't have someone that u can call a friend..but i want to ask u something..Are you sure you don't have a friend??or maybe you just too ignorant to appreciate someone who cares about you..learn from my mistakes here because u wouldn't know where or when u might have a chance to meet the same person again..if you're lucky u will, but if u're not..serve u right!

p/s: Oh sorry...the title actually for my next post!!!


Sunday, March 28, 2010

Chalon Menantu

Shirt colour: -
mood: xde mood nak tdo lgi~~
song: -
on my right: solid wall
on my left: gelap semacam je..

Apasal aku tiba2 mereng guna bahasa tahun 50-an ni?

Wehh korang..sape kata zaman sekarang semuanya gunakan teknologi??..nah, baca menatang kat bawah ni..:




Tunggu apalagi??
kpd para 'andartu' mahupun 'andalusia' sekalian..silalah topup sekarang dan teponlah nombor yg tertera ya..!!
kpd En Zainudin n Kak Puteri tersebut, korg kena bayar royalti kat aku..dah tolong promote ni~~

p/s : kau nak buat benda baik..apasal nak malu??

Friday, March 26, 2010

This Award Goes To.....

Shirt colour: red
mood: nyum2..sedapnya pringles ni~~
song: Sorry- Daughtry
on my right: Pringles
on my left: jam dinding


Assalamualaikum and hello guys!!..first of all, thanks to fahmi n islah b'coz willing to choose this blog to receive this award..tadaaaa!!


FYI, for me to get this award, I should follow some rules and here it goes:

I should select 15 most promising blogger to accept this award from me!!..it's fun isn't it??
So, the blog that listed below r those that i never miss to read n i really enjoyed when i read them...seriously, if i've been given the chance to choose how many blog that i want, i will listed all the blogs that i'd linked here, unfortunately the limit only 15 maa..:((

But follow this step before you b able to get this award okayy:


1. Thank & link the person that gave you the award :

2. pass this award onto 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic

3. Contact said Blogs and let them know they've won the award

4. State 7 things about yourself
.


So, here my winners :

Zureen:

Malik:

Liyana:



waniduckie:


Hill:


Zarith:

Butet:

Ayub J:

Anies:

Gapam:


and here are more:


U guys really want to know 7 things about me kaa??
1) Hate sayur sawi!!
2) Loveeess badminton n swimming very much
3) Currently enjoying 'The Big Bang Theory' Tv series..it's awesome!!
4) Love black and white when its come to the clothes..
5) Sucks in remembering things..i even not remember my house address yet!!
6) Prefer CIMB than Maybank (u cannot withdraw RM 10 notes using maybank atm..SHIT!!)
7) I don't like people sleep with pyjamas..this wear is crap!


Done! Ok, so..congratz to all the listed blogs and please la..don't stop blogging after what i've done here okay??

Will write again soon~~

p/s: Happy holidays to all Curtinians!!! yiahooo~~


Friday, March 19, 2010

Antonim untuk 'Jawapan'

Shirt colour: black
mood: exhausted laa..
song: telegram buat yoko-The Times
on my right: wall
on my left: kain pelekat


S.O.A.L.A.N

siapa ada soalan?
soalan untuk cikgu..
soalan untuk mama..
soalan untuk papa..
soalan untuk kawan..
soalan untuk Tuhan..

soalan membuktikan kau manusia biasa
yang kerap dibebani beban
bukan sebab kau bebal
bukan juga sebab kau sengal

semua orang ada soalan
namun bukan semua boleh menyoal
tak kira kau penghuni kaki lima
tak kira kau kerani makan gaji
tak kira kau peguam handal bertaki
tak kira kau menteri dalam negeri

soalan selalu menimbulkan kontroversi
untuk santapan manusia si pendengar gosip
mengajar sesiapa yang berani
menghukum penghuni jajahan Tuhan
biar tahu asal kurniaan

kau bukan pembuat soalan
kau cuma mencari jawapan
tak perlu terburu-buru
nanti kau lupa apa yang perlu

ramai bagi soalan pelik
kenapa aku pilih dunia aku
jawapanku mudah
kerana dunia aku dunia terbalik
kau suka apa yang aku benci
kau ingat apa yang aku lupa
kau reka apa yang aku cipta

jadi...?

jangan bertanya lagi
aku pun tak kenal siapa aku
kau apatah lagi
semua soalan kau itu
ringkaskan supaya tak meleret
sebab aku lebih faham bahasa mudah

p/s: aku ada satu soalan..korang semua takda keja lain ke drp baca menda ni??


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