I Lost Hope..

Shirt colour: yellow
mood: i'm full
song: Plane-jason Mraz
on my right: wallet
on my left: songs lyrics

• I still waiting for my job application result..seems like i've miss the post i wanted..*sigh*..nvr mind,at least i've done my part..money is not my priority nw..monthly allowance still enuf for nw..though,i still want the job coz i try so hard to get it=(

• I want to thank someone who helped me alot during my 'heart-broken' feelings which i face rite now..i know you can't do anything about it,but yes,u still there when i need ur shoulder to cry on..thanks alot pal..u know who u are=)

• I keep asking myself where's the part that went wrong untill someone who suppose to be by my side when i need it dissapeared..i know tht i might have done some mistakes at some part..but at least tell me coz i dun knw which part it is=(

• I called mama n ibu yesterday..i tell them i already knw how to cook several meals rite nw..they kinda shocked at first coz they know i'm really lazy at home and plus,i even dunno how to differentiate between salt and sugar untill i taste it..(isn't this the only way to classify them??)..

• I really glad to hear mama n ibu voices from the phone..yes i am!..i just realise they must've missed me so much since i nvr called them from the 2nd day my step at Miri after finishing my semester holidays..what a bad son i am..hurmm

• I see her online this evening..i really happy..so i buzz her ym,n i write something to ask about her health n saying that i missed her so much..no reply..quiet..then few minutes later she signed out from ym..then i called her..i get it..but she didn't answer my phone..i dunno y..mybe she's buzy joe..calm down..let her manage herself first n after that she will get u back..

• I dunno how to get rid of my laziness to study rite nw..i already dload all stuff from MOODLE,but this fingers just lazy to click the open button to read those stuff..lecture notes,assignments,lab work..harghh...*sleepy*

• I guess there's no singing practice today coz now the time almost 11pm..it should be at 9pm as discussed bfore..

• I want to thank to all coz u guys rocks my night ysterday n the dy before..village gathering n CIS sportsday..eventhough my Wonderpets team didn't manage to get the prize,but we actually have accomplished our mission whereby to won the volleyball match..so no big deal to not won the tug-of-war and street soccer tournament coz we know we sucks at it except for a few of us..hehehe..sorry,i dun have camera to take a shot except with this n70 hp..unfortunately,my phone didn't work during sportsday n blur during nite..(village gathering..)hello,it's only 2mp okay..so dun't expect too much from this 2nd hnd hphone..

• I think that would be enough for tonight..gonna watch the bigbang theory rite now..thanks to our new 'roomates'-amer syafiq- who brings all this 'brilliant' stuff from his external hrdisc..

p/s: I hope for a miracle tomorrow..night everyone!!